Bitter
There is a bit of bitterness in my spirit. It saddens me how many of the Jedi community groups have fallen apart in the last couple of years, and yet, even with the warning signs confirmed years in advance, they keep going their course.
Still, some find it better to keep their haughtiness than to break away from heading into the ditch. And as you see, one by one, falling down under, my hand sinks further into my face in disgust. It is hard to see people you are concerned about not being concerned of themselves or those they shepherd. Yet very few were willing to step up and give the parent talk. Took note of various titles and certificates, yet no leadership action.
It didn't have to go this direction. In fact, they had plenty of time to respond. You see, it's not my goal to be the last one standing. It was my instinct to save. Yet can you save those are not called to save themselves? Perhaps you can. It's just, right now, will admit it's a bit tuff to see it.
Reading scripture has taught me that we can be our own worst enemy. The truth is we are very quick to destroy ourselves from initial thoughts that are not even our own. It is not my desire to see people in pain. Have given tears for many of these people (am an empath). Yet, at this time, do ask the Father, why do people do this throughout history? Why aren't they able to adapt to new growth? Sometimes, he has hinted, there is a circumcision. Sometimes the bush needs to be clipped down to the roots. And, although the branches are detached, the story is not over.
Perhaps this message was not meant to be given to that community (maybe it should have went down without a warning). With that said, they were still meant to hear it. The Spirit gives, and the spirit takes. Blessed be.
Let us all learn the lesson so we are destined not to repeat it.
Yahunatan